Feeling in a ratty mood as I was, I decided I'd do some exercise. On went the Wii, and in came every member of my family, doing their own little thing. Selfishly, I threw a wobbly and shouted, 'whycan'tIevergetprivacy?! I'mgoingoutforawalk!' and off I went, trudging through the snow.
Arrived home, and got a phone call from James, who said that everyone is going to Egham to sled. So I got ready, Theo said he'd pick me up, and I invited Lucy, Kirsty and Laura but they were already invited. Got a bit annoyed that they didn't think to invite me, really, but I invited them. Lack of communication meant I could have been left out completely. Never mind.
Today was a wonderful day when in the snow! Theo almost lost his phone, but Kirsty found it. That was all good. And the snowball fight, and the pushing everyone over in the snow and - ah it was fun!
Theo and I left early as he needed to walk his dog at around about 3.30. He told me something very interesting: that Lucy had said to him, 'How are you and Jaz?' and then told him about my past, and how my mum had messaged Lucy talking to her about what was going on at the time of me being a bit mentally unwell. I guess it was a cry for attention as dad was unwell, but I needed attention. I so regret that time in my life. So, moving on, I was a bit annoyed because that was a bit like Lucy tampering with my relationship.
This is where I have decided that telling people about my problems ruins my relationships and friendships, so from now on, I'm keeping it schtum. I can handle it, I'm a big girl.
I got this lovely blog to rant in anyway.
